Hopeless - Breaking Benjamin

Hopeless - Breaking Benjamin

Here I lie forever
Sorrow still remains
Will the water
pull me down and
wash it all away
Come and take me over
Welcome to the game
Will the current
drag me down and
carry me away
Suddenly the light
begins to fade

HOPELESS
I'm falling down FILTHY
I can't wake up
I can not hold on
I will not let go
WORTHLESS
it's over now GUILTY
there's no way out
I can not hold on
I will not let go

Silent I go under
I am not afraid
I can see the
daylight shine
And slowly drift away
Safe to say it's over
Sink into the grave
There is nothing
left inside
But I am wide awake
I can hear the
devil call my name

HOPELESS
I'm falling down FILTHY
I can't wake up
I can not hold on
I will not let go
WORTHLESS
it's over now GUILTY
there's no way out
I can not hold on
I will not let go

Today I'm feeling a bit hopeless............Today's task a little bit nerve breaking.
My panel inclines at 20 degree port side. Damn slings you have failed me this time. Inconsistency...................Ain't that true enough?

Eye witnessing the lifting of the panel kinda bores you out. Watching 190t Crane carrying a 16t deck Panel for the whole 45 minutes. Finish loading to Blasting & Painting Chamber, can't wait to ignite car engine and leave the dull yard & off we go to the office. By the time I'm reaching the damn place..it's almost 6.35 pm. Everybody's bugged out as usual leaving the Lonely drafts person Fay and my colleague in arms Clarence, still Stadpro2007-ing his Panel as well.

Also of today in the office everyone's busy with their chores........bla bla this bla bla that, any some other colleague of my rattles about secret & stuff....girl's stuff, who could apprehend such a situation.....It's norm for everybody I guess. My eyes glued to the 24" Hp monitor everyday solving, thinking , pondering...(ok... that's a bit off), spacing out and numb......Numb..... I like that word. Makes you wonder how vast is human imagination can be reached with hands stretches out to the unknown.

Oh Great.just great.another 24 hours the Loud-out. What to do, think damn it...what do expect to do you when you atuck in a very tight condition such as this. Ok I should listed do a " what to do list".

1. Prepare Pack List
2. Signed the Packing List
3. Attach the Packing List to its respective Metal Trays
4. ?

Ah.....fucking headache...........